Sometimes.
it feels like i dont do anything right. i dont say the right shit, or i have a negative attitude towards things. and i feel like i piss everyone off. i try to be funny, and lighten the mood for things but it never helps. i always seem to fuck something up. every fucking day at G’s or Ty’s someone is bitching or fighting over stupid shit. and im always having to take sides. the past six days of this week i have gotten completely drunk and its not fun like it used to be im tired of feeling like shit and bitching and fighting with other drunk people. Then there is my Girlfriend; the one thing that saves me from everything, she makes me feel like i am invincable, and she makes me feel good when nothing else does. i love her so much. and i enjoy spending time with her. all the bro’s bitch at me about it but i really dont give a fuck. What the fuck am i doing when im hanging out with them any ways GETTING DRUNK and having to babysit motherfuckers who cant get drunk without having to argue with one another. Id rather hang out with someone who makes me feel important about things and SHE does. It seems like the only time i can hang out with the guys is during the day when they arenet fucked up. but then they just want to smoke weed. i really dont mind tho. Omar has been my main nigga lately we hang out alot we mostly play music at his house hes less dramatic then the other ones. But right now . my baby is at Em’s house doing something i think she is upset with me but i hope not. im really sorry i can be an asshole sometimes but i try more to be an asshole to other people rather than to her. I cant be mean to her i just cant. she is so cute with her smile i cant stand to see her upset. she is my everything. i really want to see her. lately she has been kinda stressed with all the things that are going on. I am really glad that i can always call her when i feel sad and she can always make me happy again SHE is my everything, my weakness and my strength. She beautifull and i dont know what i would do without her. i need her.
~I love her :D
3 years ago
She is gone :[
This is so hard on me. All i do is think about her. She means everything to me. Me and her hear our song alot. I love to sing it to her. it only makes me miss her even more. I love her so much. She will be back soon. i could never ask for a better girl. She is my everything.She can make me smile anytime no matter what!
Hilary Higgins
i fucking love you
im getting your present today
you better like it :ppppp
i miss you baby
3 years agoHilary
doesent feel good and i feel so bad. i dont like it when she feels bad. i want to see her all the time. today i got kicked out of summer school. fuck my life. today i turned in my applications at the mall. then i saw my babies marlene twat and naishsexiness at subway. it has been hot all day and im exahsted. im talking to my beauiful girl. hoping she would feel better. i love her. she says the cutest shit. and she makes me laugh.
3 years ago